Games as Schmooze

I hate networking. Hate hate hate hate it.

I can talk to anyone if we're just chatting over a pint or something and getting to know you - but if it's an actual situation where you're expected to schmooze or it moves over into that territory? Hate it, suck at it. I can't deal with talking to people with the specific purpose of getting contacts. I feel like I'm using people... and even if that's a two-way street, I still have a rough time doing it.

Thus, I am a little antsy about a conversation I had last night - the game I was playing until recently had a 'wrap party' of sorts last night - and surprisingly, I got to talking with a lot of people who would make excellent industry contacts. I've been interviewed by two media outlets, the game runners are involved in film, tv, theatre, and they all seemed to like your humble Minion very much. However, when this door of opportunity opens, I immediately second-guess all my conversations, wondering if I sounded like a moron, or like I was job-fishing, or whatever.

Beer does not help me sound intelligent. Beer, however, is required at a party.

Also, I should just stop telling people how old I am. I am now getting guesses around TEN YEARS younger than I actually am, which could be a big ol' plus. I look like a young up-and-comer instead of a easily distracted procras.... Oooh, shiny!